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♥ I was growing up, and now i am growing old. Follow me, not in the chase of youth, but in the journey of understanding myself better.

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孤寂,是一种病,能让人不言,但却不断地在思考。
嫉妒,也是一种病,能让人失去理智,变得好胜。
思念,当然,是一种病,因为它能让一人的脑海里不停的付出一样的画面。

这些病,并没有药可以吃。
但这些病,却能治。因为需要治的,是心。

Some thinkings i had in the day, just randomly opened the microsoft word document and started typing.. Abit rubbishy but i see some sense in it..

Sometimes i feel that we self build the jealousy inside us without awaring of it, but our actions show it. Although sometimes we try to hide it, our eyes are often the ones that show it. If we try to hide our eyes, our way of talking would show it. Actually, that are alot of emotions that we are unable to hide, especially when we are people that are not good at talking and expressing ourselves. We face awkward situations, we face situations where we dont know how to continue a conversation. We dont know how to stay in the same area where the person we hate is at too..
This is what i feel about jealousy. Jealousy is a very restricted emotion, it makes us thinking so narrowly about almost everything. It makes us very stingy, and make us mind about the very little things.

Loneliness. It is a very pathetic feeling. Because loneliness makes one feel cold, slowly turning to be cold blooded and they will never be like the outgoing people, having that kind of passion towards any particular thing. It is a very alone thing, you do everything yourself, sometimes you dont even know what is left there for you. Loneliness leads to jealousy, and this is why people are alone are always those hardest to communicate with. Because they never know what it is like to be accompanied. and usually, they could not be bothered, yet they still mind the trivle stuffs. How pathetic lonely people can be? they yearn to be with company, but yet they appear as if they do not need.

Sometimes, i feel that, we should reveal how we feel, instead of trying to be someone whom we are not supposed to be. What is the point of making ourselves seem like who we are not? does it make us feel better? i dontknow, but i think there is nothing embarrassing to be who we actually are. we should not avoid situations and try to face them, no matter how bad it may turn out to be, but who knows? it may be a good one.. We should never say that because we would definitely not make it, so we dont try. The harder it is for us, the more we should try and make it different. This is challenge in life. And it is these challanges that makes us stronger, make us improve...

The feeling of missing someone.. is something that does not kills, but torments. The feeling of waiting for someone to be free, the feeling of waiting to see someone so badly. These are tormenting, isnt it? Life aint just filled with fortunate and blessed people. Some people choose to love, but not all will be loved back. Those unlucky people would have to tolerate the pain of watching over someone from behind, and slowly, it turns to missing, because chances of meeting will turn to be lesser and lesser..

But sometimes, blessed people would never understand the feelungs of such people. Because they will never learn to....

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