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Tml is a busy day. Whole day packed schedule.. Haix.. How i wish my burden can be halved. How i hope i dont carry so much responsibilities. How i hope i can get rid of those stupid responsibilities i have to carry. If only i could... Yesterday went for lesson. I was so worried for chunmei. Like what i told chunmei.. If sam is kicking her cause of skills, similarly sihui will face the same thing. I wasnt wrong, sam really told sihui the same thing. I know it is not very fair to them, because sam's expectations went far too high for them to handle now. But he is such a teacher. It is either that we change ourselves to adapt to him or he change himself to adapt to us. But definitely, we have to be the one changing ourselves to adapt to him, because there is no reason why he should change to adapt to us. It makes him even lower in terms of standards.. No one goes down. Everyone aims up.. Jiayou to the 2 girls :) will find time to prac with u girls if i have the time :) Lesson startled me, the speed was incredibly fast. As compared to the 2 girls.. I practiced with chunmei on sat until i forgot i have my speed to handle too. i neglected this, it is my fault. Need to improve for my hand. But it still havent healed. I just do as much as i can. I also realised, that sam has much higher expectations from us. And i didnt realise the me now, do not find it so hard to cope fast speeds, just feel that i need a week of practice that's all. Hmm.. buck up then! I suddenly realised, i really like music. Its a feeling from the bottom of my heart. That kind of passion. Even when hearing it i feel like singing out so much. The kind of love of music.. I realised how much i need to treasure my ears and hands. That are so important to me. And i realised this week i went to nick's house for consecutive 3 days! goodness! but its real fun at his house.. haha we go mad altother :) Went eating dinner with sihui chunmei and nick. And we ate for near 2 hrs. We eat real slow, and also thanks to chunmei for eating so slow. When we finished eating then she eat. So dots lo. haha.. Planning of chalet activities are going on! WOO! Hope everyone can make it i mean it.... Today i am not feel well so didnt go school. Missed 1 whole day of lecture sian i need to catch up. And i will be sleeping soon tml. cant miss 10am lecture tml!!!!!!!! Project have to follow up too.. WORK HARD! Labels: pipa |