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currently i am in a rather cool mood :) maybe because i am in cool place using comp i guess hee.. today was eventful.. but yesterday wasn't. yesterday i felt down.. because i realised i was so useless.. a simple gig, yet i can't do the improvisation well enough to convince myself that i would impress.. so i felt so stupid yesterday.. i felt so incompetent.. felt that i shouldn't hold the pipa.. given my poor technique.. given my mediocre musicality.. because i know in the music industry.. you are being judged.. everyday.. and i am being judged.. people who really hear me would believe that i have the ability.. but its getting more and more tiring.. to impress.. yet i like hearing compliments.. irony isnt it hee.. yesterday i went home superbly late too.. missed the train to go back to east.. so i had to rush for bus 7 and lucky me i made it in time for the last bus 7.. if not bus 16 will take me forever to go home.. and i was getting a headache with all the practices yesterday night.. the good thing about that day is.. i get to see nic for milubing.. haa.. andhe is very nice person.. was helping me because i am not familiar with the new echomusic branch at all.. really thanks for the help (well he wont see it but yeah).. btw i think denis is super cute and cool!! i know the genre is so hard for him but he could do it!! u are fab!! today was much much better.. haa. i managed to write the scores.. only for one song its super tricky.. a part written for instrument like the sitar needs to be played on the pipa.. its merely almost impossible.. andsounds so wierd.. i wonder when they request this song, do they really hear how pipa sounds before? singer gave themanager attitude today.. and it became our fault.. called me and complained to me about denis. i wonder.. does she know how to differentiate between complaining and lamenting? well if everyone wonders when i know lament.. u can ask me through msn.. i was taught to use it.. previously celebrated dean's bdae.. it was fun.. like syco gathering and really thanks to dean's parents for the expensive bdae treat.. :) i felt so happy that i am part of syco again.. many thingshappen.. i cant write one by one.. so i will write the one with the most impression.. me and the nicest friend- ivan.. went to KLP after hhco finished to watch the one million star pk finalists from singapore.. to see who is chosen to go.. thanks ivan for accompanying me.. me,being the sensitive one,hates to say.. but i know he is bored.. Then was so happy that zhiyang got it.. i really really like his vocals.. really good!! do well in taiwan alright!! hee.. Then me n ivan went to eat kfc.. chat chat chat and shop shop shop (window) then went home haa.. its eventful although it sounds boring ok!!!! i saw my fav huang yunling!! i think she is super cool.. then let's congratulate samuel wong!!! for passing his phD exam and soon.. he will be doctor wong!! wooo!! 3 years and finally he got it.. good for u!! went to k with michelle and ivan.. but ivan sang so little!!! (u wanna sing someday again? haa!) watched geco.. good job jeremy wong and denis!! dian is a nice composition.. (although i am not a favourite of the song la) haha.. in general geco presented a interesting repertoire.. good job :) the flowers i bought for u is VERY BIG HOR HAA.. remember mine ah? haa i went to sing with my colleagues.. i think connie is super cute la.. thanks pat for the treat.. i dont know why i feel a distinct distance from margaret.. maybe aura i guess.. tml, fri, sat, sun.. all practice and rehearsals.. i cant go for syco at all this week. no choice i guess.. really busy for this gig.. i had a terrible dream.. ihope that will never happen.. not one day that it will happy. i am happy the distance is kept this way.. i do not hope that it will go smaller.. neither am i hoping it goes further apart.. is that selfish of me? |